When You're Not Looking

so, i could be out right now, except when josh asked me to go...i was asleep. word to the wise, don't mess with a sleeping molly. all you'll ever get in return is..."i don't care. go away. no!" but josh brought me candle-lit quizno's in bed. isn't that sweet?

i have to work tomorrow 8-4. blah! this week has been the first week of true manager training. its been going pretty darn good. i do, however, miss the days of going to work and not thinking. next week, i close 5 days straight. double blah! i have 3 weeks left of training.

sorry to bore you with arby's talk, but i have a tendency to get wrapped up in work. most of you already know that. if i'm spending most of my time at work, all i talk about is...work. right now, josh is working a lot too. so all we talk about is bills, work, strange things that happened that day, or the dreams we had the night before.

anyway, i have some pretty exciting news. i'm moving back to illinois around december or so of this year. josh and i have decided that he'll opt for a boat in february of 2006. if he didn't opt to go, he'll stay with his remaining squadron that goes to the ready room to wait to replace anyone coming back from iraq. the deployment for that is a year now, while he'll only be on the boat for 8-9 months. our lease here ends in february so i'm moving back to finish up school and to be closer to my family.

i wouldn't have traded my time here in north carolina for the world. it helped me get over my horrible depression of last summer. i also got to go through the painfully awkward transition from college kid to adult away from the eyes, ears, and mouths of my family. last friday i woke up at peace with becoming an adult. josh said that he was glad that i could finally handle the change. you know, a year or so after we married. he's such a smart ass.

taylorville's prom is tomorrow. for some reason, it makes me all nostalgic. but all of my prom experiences were boring, even the one with josh. do life-long, life-changing romantic moments actually happen at prom, or is that just the movies?

posted by molly @ 7:54 PM