Monday, April 28, 2003

Really, I just really want the truth. And as I suck the last few drops of Mt. Dew out of this Arby's cup, I just want myself to melt, just to turn into this puddle of skin and bone. I get tired of being upright, I get tired of thinking. Fuck, I just get tired, you know? I feel rushed. And I know, God, I know that there is only 9 or so more hours in this day, and I'm wondering what I'm doing with my life, with this day. And I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to explore, I'm going to walk.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

yourforevereyes
graytidalwaves
drawingmedrawingme
todrowntodrown
foreverdrown

foreverlines
linescuttingacrossmypalm
iseemydestiny
asyourvoicewashes
aroundaroundmysmile
drowning

shakingtrembling
breathingdeepshaky
mybodymybody
myyourbody
waveringamongthesheetwaves
drowning

inyouyoureyes