When You're Not Looking

I haven't been inspired in a while, at least to write here. Mainly, I've been writing on the walls of my mind. I enjoy it, poking and prodding things till I find a temporary answer and then keeping it to myself for a new way to take on the world. No, not to take on the world. Umm, a new take on the world. Isn't it funny how one little word can change the meaning of everything? I'm just in one of my "moods" where I'm itching for something new. I'm in the mood to play 20 questions. I really wonder sometimes if I just make these moods up. I know its a funny thought, wondering if you're really feeling the way you're feeling, thinking what you're thinking. Generally, when I get in this state of anticipation, I feel as though something's going to change, like the November 1st entry. And then, I wonder if I just see life differently because I think something's going to happen so that I see life differently. I know, it is quite the pointless wondering, but...

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